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-Brian Puspos
Honestly, I still don’t get why all this shit happened. Why couldn’t we have been the couple where we could last so long, and just be happy. I still don’t understand what made us fall apart. Like seriously, I felt like I woke up all from a dream. Fuck, I just wish you were still here. Though, it’s still dumb for me to be feeling sad when really you probably don’t care. I just wish I could turn back the heads of time, just so I could love you right. But where was I loving you wrong? I did everything , but it was just the arguments and such. And I still don’t get why you trusted me, when you knew I could’ve done things behind your back. I didn’t but still wtf. And what makes me mad is that you say I’m the same as you left me. How is that possible? You leaving me, made me realize that I should really change. That last chance you have me, was still something I never had the chance to finish. Idk, I miss you still yet I feel like I’m doing it all wrong. Why can’t you be in my shoes? I’d would really take you back even after all this, but fuck it I guess. Funny thing is you never broke up with me, except just left me without a word. Shit changes I’m guessing, and the way you feel about me isn’t the same. I guess this was what I deserved. I wish you could see the difference in me, yet it won’t matter I bet.
